Promise

Complicated feelings today.. secure...insecure... comfortable...uncomfortable... happy...sad... lonely...


Promise? what is a promise to you? promise is a statement that you have made, you meant it, and you keep it.. Why do people promise, but it meant to be broken? Why do people promise, if it's just not what he or she means? Promise isnt a statement to make just to avoid from something or not to see someone sad, but really meant it... Do you know, it is even hurt after you have promised and it is broken in the end..?

Feelings.. you said i have expected it, but i just wish what i have expected isnt true... how i wish you will tell me proudly that you have made it... you can do it... But the answer turned out to be..what i expected is true... i always proud that you can finally make it... but no..

again and again i cried... there is always a point for me to forgive you... but in the end...it just ends with tears....