Thursday 17 September 2009

my buffday


2 hours to call it a day.. as i have expected.. a dinner which cooked by baby.. but unexpected myself to be so down.. i dont know why..maybe something is missing...? i dont know...



hmm..let's talk about the dinner.. baby cooked us lamb steak... mushroom sauce which taught by me.. mushroom soup as starter and cocktail as dessert... dinner was fine... very tasty and baby's first time was a success.. glad for him... he was really satisfied of his very first time of cooking western food.. =)



as i said... i didnt mean to have a big party or fancy gift.. but..at least a little something... this year's birthday is just so so... cause im feeling so down so down... =( what had happened to me? today sounds not really special.. dont know why i have this feeling.. it's like a normal day for me.. another year without cake, candles and card... i really do love cards... cause i think it represents you... the words that you wrote... from your heart...

17.09.2009


a massive massive hangover! it has been a very long time that i didnt hangover like this... gosh... i feel so bad... =( today is a bright and sunny day...i felt so wasted! =( it's hard to have this bright and sunny day in uk... =( i wish tomorrow also bright and sunny so that i can go out with baby...



when the clock striked 12am... baby gave me three kisses on my lips and wish me happy birthday =) will never forget his cute and shy face..we started to drink... and guess what... we had a 1 litre of jack daniel's.. and we almost finished it in one and a half hour.. due to... i am already drunk... yes! i admit.. i was so darn drunk... the last thing i remember... baby carried me down to the toilet to pee and carried me up to the room .. and i vomitted in the plastic bag.. and i end up waking up sleeping the whole bed lol!!! and baby told me i keep on kicking his stomach when i was sleeping!! lol..... sorry baby... didnt mean it...ahahahaha...so funny..



now.. i still feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad... keep on gulping the hot tea i made into my stomach to make it feel better.. =(

Wednesday 16 September 2009

happy birthday to me..


two hours to reach 12am in Uk, but i have already received lots of greetings from friends in facebook... I have received my very first present from my dearest jo... thank you very much of your sincere heart babe...i really appreciated it so much =') i miss you here... suddenly i feel lonely without your crazy laughters... *hug tight tight...



honestly, i didnt really expect much this year, i mean... i didnt expect what will happen... will i receive any surprise? i really dont mind.. but still deep down of me.. i wish to have a little surprise... sigh..what am i talking here? i have my greatest birthday last year... and i didnt mean to have something like that.. well... at least.. a special something..? it doesnt matter whether i will receive a gift.. but something that i love so much...cause i think it represents something...well... i used lots of 'something' here... hmmm... i guess dear will understand what i am talking here... sigh... feeling down... i dont know why.... =( i just... feel so down.....



I MISS YOU DEAR...

Monday 14 September 2009

Time to update...after a long long while...

It's time to get my arse back here after like 2 months leaving my precious blog behind...
For your information, i have gone back to Malaysia in the mid of July, but i spend most of my time in Sabah, i felt bad cause i cant meet up with some of my friends in Malaysia. Well, i guess timing is the problem, i dont have the time, and they dont have the time too, as i know they were back in hometown, when they're in kl, i wasnt around. =( anyway... well... i dont promise i remember everything in details, but still i remember everything..

Baby picked me up from the airport, and we went back to PD directly, as mum afraid that i have infected with the H1N1 disease...lol... cause the week that i went back, my lil bro is going to have his exam, so..... yeah... the rest of the story...i think you can guess it? cannot? well.. let me explain... if i am infected or being suspected.. for those whom in touch with me has to be quarantine for a week... so yeah... im sorry because of this, my mum asked me to stay with the bf'.. but nevertheless, i have great time in PD too... with bf and his family =) guess what's the first thing i ate? i thought it will be tomyam..but...in the end..home cook rice.. =) baby's mummy cooked for me... i feel loved... *even by just thinking now... i smiled* baby brought me to have tomyam at a restaurant the next day.. *thank you love* well...ah hem..i knw it sounds crazy but i went to club the same night that i got back from Uk... lol...crazy.. so.... talk till here... my precious dear still not yet come on screen yet...cause she's in taiwan.... bad her... lol... after spending 5 days in PD, i went home to subang.

Thought to give Dear Dear Jo a surprise, but end up i bust it... WTF but..yeah... nevermind ler... at least, she's still happy that i am back... ehehehehehehehehehehhehe....HUG! our first date was to go NEWAY!!! OMG!!!! it's been a very very long time that i didnt sing... feel so excited! lol... but due to the night..there were lots of lots of people... i didnt sing much, BUT i sang the songs that i want.. and i had lots of lots of fun with my dearest jo, yen. baby and jay. ahaha..not really much with baby and jay cause they're singin most of the time..lol... just me..jo and yen... =) we played CHAR KUEY TEOW add EGG and SI HAM... wohooohoo~~ nobody knows what is this, but this game is indeed very very fun! =) drank a lot though.... happy drinking and laughing... miss those moment very much... The next day, we had liquor that i bought from airport home and played some games, high till the peak and we had great time laughing together (jo, me, baby, jay and yen... and of course, my sister) after drank a bottle of russian vodka, and the half bottle of vodka that left previously from my brother (dont think of it's half, we had shots with it! gao gao) and the coffee shots i bought...wow..we had lots of shots indeed, we were all high.. =) and then we went to maison... and to my surprised! ahahahahah... first time me and jo jo didnt take shower before going to club... lol... cause it's too late to take shower already.. but we dont care...cause we are not dirty though..still look pretty..lol... went to maison that night...well... we had fun.. =) miss those times we used to stick together always...

happy moments always pass like lightning, jo jo went back to sandakan the day after... so do i... i went back days later, lol... again, we continue our time together... lol... well.. everyday...almost the same thing happen... wake up, accompany mummy for brunch...then wait time to pass, yumcha, the jogging or aerobic, then dinner, wait time to pass, go out again for alcohol... wow... these were what i did for the rest of the month...lol! met lots of friends, norman, siu bing, melanie, vk, perry, desmond,siu peng, hung sem 2, ling ling, john, ah yang, =) too much to mention.. PEK AH !! PEK AH!! PEK AH!! miss those moment... will never ever forget how crazy i was... and i learnt something, i use to feel bad, for not having fun... but now, well..maybe because i am 'open-er'? lol.. i dont know what word is suitable to describe myself, but in conclusion, i enjoyed myself everytime i go out.. i dont bother what other people will think, as long as i know i am me..myself.. and i have fun... going out is suppose to have fun, why cares about what other people will talk behind? there are lots of mouths, how many of them can you cover up and being fake to? so why bother? i rather enjoy every moment i have... =) oh ya!! went to KK with mummy, brother and daddy... =) ehehe... well..i finally have the chance to shop at One Borneo!! yay yay yay! ehehe... but i didnt buy much things, but i used lots of money =) cause i bought my facial supplies, bioterm and skinfood (make up) dont dare to use the products here, doesnt mean they are bad, it just i dont dare to try new products =)

the last week of my sabah's vacation, baby came over to look for me... =) well, another experience of us, and i am really really happy to have him with me in this trip. We went to Mataking Island and Semporna. Well, we suppose to have two days in MAtaking, but then they are full for the week, well, suppose to say it's a peak season. I still feel lucky to spend a night in Mataking, thanks to siu bing to help out a lot in searching and giving suggestion... We went on a road trip to Semporna.... i felt sweet to have him driving almost 5 hours to semporna.. and yes..it's our FIRST time drivin to semporna... (well, i went there before but it's like...10 years+ ago? with my family of course.. lol) we explored a little bit of tawau and lahad dato' lol... =) and we searched our way out from tawau to semporna, got a little lost but we found our way in a short while =) When we arrived at Semporna, aww!! it's scary!! lol... mind my words, but it's really scary, i mean the people there... it's like,your handbag or purses will be snatched in just like 0.0001 seconds? lol... well, we went to a chinese restaurant, a kid came in and asked money from baby, we refuse to give her, as there was another one there, if we give this kid, hell lots of them will come and take from us.. the kid didnt go away after we refused her, she stayed, looking at us, keeping her hands open.. she wanted to touch baby as we never gave any response to her, i gave her my eyes! lol.. but she never afraid..WTF, lol...the waitress sent her away in the end... We then checked into the hotel, the harbour is just in front of the hotel. Well, the name of the hotel is Seafest Hotel. It's a 3 stars hotel, thanks to Perry, we got the offer, which cost us.. well... im a hotelier, not really convenient to tell you how much...sorry~~ hmm...well, i think this is the best hotel in Semporna? but honestly, it's not that good.. lol... but nevermind la, what do you expect from a 3-star-hotel? we only need a place to sleep, that's all =) we rested a while then have our shower, and we went out to look for dinner... Our target was grilled fish, but we looked ALL AROUND SEMPORNA for 45 minutes.... just to find the IKAN PANGGANG, lol.. we gave up in the end, and went back to the restaurant near our hotel for dinner, still we have our grilled fish, just didnt expect to have it in a restaurant and not from mamak.. =) the sea in semporna is clear, really clear but i hate the ppl there, i saw people eating in the restaurant (well they were eating prawns) threw the shells directly to the SEA!!! =( sad... i dont understand why... they have this very good environment and yet they dont know how to appreciate it. =( i feel sad for the sea. After dinner, we went back to the hotel room.... and drink... chivas... eehhehe... we bought it from sandakan...
The next morning, we woke up early for our complimentary breakfast, checked out and got ready to MAtaking!!! =) so excited... it's only a 45 minutes boat trip... i love the island so so much... we can have complimentary spa! aww!!!! this is life! ehehe... although we're just living in the lodge, i felt satisfied..the room is so gorgeous! well, cannot compare with the chalet of course.. =) i promise myself, i will live in the chalet one day! due to we cannot go into the room right after checked in because of... the room wasnt ready yet... me and baby decided to go for snorkeling. =) it's only 10.45am in the morning...and we went for snorkeling for an hour plus... lol... honestly, i still prefer to snorkel in Lankayan, cause there are much more species of fishes to see compare to Mataking, lol... but nevertheless, we spent great time together =) ehehehe.. went for lunch before we went into our room... =) the lunch was delicious.. aww... i think the price per night is worth for all these... =) aww AWW!! i cant forget my experience of going up to the lighthouse! WTF...i was really afraid... lol... i dont normally afraid of this kind of thing but yes..i was really afraid when i am walking down the stairs from the lighthouse to the ground, as i have 'night blind' and it's dark, cant really watch the steps, everything seems so blur, i have to walk slowly and it does used lots of my energy.. my muscles felt pain right after i got down to the ground... i wouldnt be like this if it's daylight..lol... but anyway...great experience...
Time flies, It's time to go back to kl.. =( meaning to say, i have to leave malaysia....... really feel so so so so so unease... but..i have to come back... to my surprise, sis asked to go to pub!! so we went to Waikiki but due to Waikiki couldnt bring up our mood, we change to Bamboo =) I will never forget the moment that we spent.. we had so much fun... and i finally can drink with my sister!!?? =) we were all so high... lol... and sis dance! lol... KEITH CAN DRINK!! aww...!! bottoms up! good job dude... lol... being asked to drink a lot... I WILL REMEMBER YOU! lol...
All in all.... I LOVE YOU GUYS VERY MUCH!! =( and i really miss you guys.. especially my family, joey, xiin weii and vianney.... =( i wish i could have more time with you guys...dont worry.. we will have the chance... we'll just wait... *HUG TIGHT*