Sh*t from Portsmouth

Received a call from my ex housemate the other day telling me we have an outstanding bill which cost 435 pounds for the gas and electricity..gosh.. that's too much man.. well... there are four girls living in the house, me and the other girl left the house earlier than the other girls and they said they will cancel the bill as they still living there for like 2 weeks...

After I have moved to the North, I texted them to remind them for the billing stuffs... no replies... Then I went back to Malaysia for holiday, again I texted them every now and then using my Malaysia's number.. but then again, no one reply... so.. what I was thinking that time was... I assumed that they have already settled everything, and doesnt want any more contact with us as we are not housemate anymore?

I was really surprised when I heard our outstanding balance... Now me and the other girl are trying to get through the 2 girls..so that we can clear off the balance... the problem is... when we call, they dont pick up the phone, facebook message...sms... we have tried every way to contact with them but... sigh.... i dont know why... =( i aint gonna to pay the amount for them..

Dad sent money over on Tuesday, to my surprise, I did not expect him to send over so much for me cause I never asked so.. Called him to let him know that I have received the money, but to my surprise again, I felt so loved when I heard, 'I afraid that you dont have enough money, aint you have to pay for your rental end of the month?' felt so happy and touch though.. I have called to the southern electric yesterday and paid 1/4 of the bill which is my part. I hope the balance will be cleared off by the other housemates so that my name would not appear in the bill ANYMORE! I dont want this thing affect my future application or I get rejected from company because of this matter, this is so not worth .. =(

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anyone out there understand me? --no...

if you think you understand me, try to deliberate this picture, why do i choose this pic? and what's my feeling ?

A very enjoyable day

Woke up at 1pm today, read baby's text which he sent me from the kitchen while I was still sleeping.. Asking me to wake up and he has already cooked us porridge and the black bean mackerel.. Felt sweet, =) after brunch, I went for my shower and baby do the washing, I felt loved *muaks*

After shower, we got ready to hunt for my black skirt AGAIN, we've been hunting the black skirt that I need for work days! Arrived at the Eldon Square and we hunt all the way =) well, some of them are way too over budget.. and mostly all doesnt suits me.. either I look short with the skirt (it has to be knee length) or they dont have my size (in a good way i mean).. =) should i be happy for this? ahaha... Finally, we have made the decision, bought the skirt from Mango.. =) Which i quite love it though.. ehehe.. =) yay!! yay!! I have found the skirt.. and I am so ready to work this coming Friday.. =)

When we walked out from John Lewis, a smell attrac

ted us... SO MUCH... and we both turned our head to our left.. =) yay! to my surprise, AUNTIE ANNE's it is.. =) felt so happy to find it here... off we bought an orignal pretzel, a peanut pretzel and a sesame pretzel... oh yeah! well, not really into sesame though... ehehe.. still left half of it here..who wants it? =D ehehe..

On our way home, baby asked if I fancy for a movie.. and yes.. I am.. =) so we head home to get the Orange..for the 2-4-1 =) after we arrived at home.. baby checked for the showing time.. the show was at 8pm so we decided to fill our stomach before head to the cinema.. i cooked prawn udon and he cooked tom yam udon =) yummmmmmiiiiieeeeee~~

We left home at 7pm.. arrived at the Empire cinema.. and gosh =( there were lots of lots of people queueing .. i wonder what show are they going to watch, yeah..the Twilight... baby and I decided to leave and to not waste the voucher we have bought from Orange, we decided to go to Cineworld which is located at East Boldon.. this is our first time to Cineworld, and I love the cinema a lot.. =) When we arrived at Cineworld, again, there was a longggggggggggggg queue, I hopped off the car and started to queue while baby went to look for parking... (trying our luck to get the tix) and yes! =) we got it... 8.45pm show.... but it's only 7.50pm! no worries, =) we spent our time at the cafe/bar at the upper level, okay... I have to emphasize that, WE ARE SO HEALTHY!! ehehe, baby got himself a hot chocolate, and i got myself a hot tea.. =D oh... something funny happen.. there was a man whom happen to be in front of us.. ordering drinks from the till, well.. after he ordered for 2 bottles of beers, he then asked the bartender whether they have any wine.. 'yes, we served wine, what kind of wine would you like?' (presenting the wine menu to him) she then continue, 'do you prefer the dry or the sweet one?' the bartender asked, and the man replied ,'I want the Good one' *hahaha, i felt funny as he pretend that he knows* and the bartender said, 'the house wine then' =) hehe... the man said yes.. and off he paid.. he was holding a whole lot of cash in his hands..and i mean, ten pounds....twenty pounds notes.. A LOT.. i dont normally see this in UK.. and of course he is not local, obviously.. =) the sum came up with 9 pounds 80 pence if im not mistaken, he gave the bartender/cashier a 10 pounds note, and he asked the bartender to keep the change... pffft.... ? ehehe..

After a little chit chatting with baby... we then off to our movie, yes... we're watching the twilight.. and... we both felt the movie was bored.. =( ZzzzZzzzzz.... sleepy..... the movie took like 2 and a half hours to finish! gosh.. my oh my.. and now we're home.. =) at 12.17am ...

obviously, we're not going to sleep so soon...cause i have to call mum later.. while waiting for the time to pass... imma going to have some beers with baby.. =) i hope i dont get too high when i call mummy later..ahahahah! =)

All in all, I have a very great day with baby =D thanks for a very fulfilling day... muah muah muah..love you loads...

Good day to everyone!

22.11.2009

It's been a long while that I did not update my blog. I always wanted to.. but maybe there is nothing special that really happen... that's why I didnt really post an entry..

Went for 2012 on Wednesday, and I think it's a very good movie, will recommend you all to watch it.. =D and I know it's a little bit late for me to watch The Day after Tomorrow, which I happened to watch it last night with the bf... After I have watched these two movies, I felt so miserable.. I dont know why I will feel so, but the other day, mum told me that China is snowing while they are not suppose to snow in November, and Bf's dad called to ask if we're alright cause he heard the news that there's a flood at the North, and he meant a BIG one..4 bridges went down... Baby then search on the internet... and it says that... it only happens once in 1000 years... hmm... It just freak me out a little... i wonder .. how would the world be in ten years... Or perhaps, the next generation...?

Talk about The Day After Tomorrow, after I have watched Ice Age, I thought when the living things were frozen in seconds = they still have lives.. Okay, influenced by the animation maybe, lol... cause when the ice started to melt, the living things are still alive and move (in the movie of Ice Age).. I only knew, last night... the living things die in seconds... hmm.... =(

I wonder why Malaysia doesnt has the animal right, which I really hope there is.. I felt so sad, when I know there are people whom abandon their pets... when they dont want them anymore... =( i really felt so sad about this.. and guess what..? There are always animal corpse, most probably dogs.. laying on the road side... crushed.. and you cant even see its face, only flesh... fur, covered with flesh and blood.. how do you feel? when you are at a restaurant, watching all the wild dogs looking for food to eat, to survive.. I can see their skeleton. through their skin.. I felt so bad..so bad... when they are sick, nobody is going to take care of them, they only leave themselves to die.. fight till the very last minute.. =(
There are people out there who even eat dog meat.. How does it tastes really? =(
I can't even hit my dog, eventhough he has chewed my new pair of heels which I love so much, and I only wore for.. not more than 5 times.. =(



Oh ya, did I tell you guys that I am going to start my first day of work this coming Friday? =) I hope everything is fine, as this is my first time working in the UK.. I actually not really afraid of working with them, cause this is the main point that I insist to find my placement in UK, I want to learn new things, speak better English.. broaden up my knowledge.. =) the only thing that I am worried about is, it has been a while that I havent served during a function.. I hope everything is going to be fine.. =D *crossed both of my fingers*
Going to buy a black skirt tomorrow, I hope I can find it.. =D hehehe.. well, i mean in a good deal of course... ahahaha...


*silence*


I dont know what makes me silent... but all of sudden, i just ... emo... for a while.. ahaha...



I drove for the very first time in UK... i felt so scare and insecure... I think my eyes' powers are increasing.. I cant focus on the lane, well, i mean at night... =( and the signal is on the left hand side of the sterring.. i got it wrong once..twice, and the bf starting to yell at me..which makes me feel even frustrated... and i hate this feeling... there was... once, when i was in a roundabout, i played the wrong signal.. but luckily there isnt any car... second time, there was a taxi behind me.. and I DIDNT KNOW that, assume that there isnt any car behind (cause it's late night) weird thing is, i didnt hear the horn which the driver horned from the back.. *as my signal was to the left and I wanted to go to the right* i think i nearly got my arse hit.. =D ehehe... and there, started the yelling..WTF.. i keep myself quiet... tears dropping... felt so lost... and finally, the best thing of the short journey was.. we arrived at home, safe and sound...


*silence*

Happy Birthday Baby Matiz

Although it's running cassette... ahahaha... but nevermind, we can still listen to the Radio, listen to the news, and new music..ehehe

Oh ya, and there..our GPS.. =D

Notice the Rim..

Did you spot the difference? =) hehe...

P/S: this blog is suppose to be posted on the 14.11.2009 when we got our car.. but I dont know why I can't upload the pictures, so I have to delay it.. =) still... Happy birthday Baby Matiz, welcome to the new house and new parents...

L.O.V.E

My baby Wee =)

Okay, I have to explain something here.. This picture was taken long time ago, which..none of us has any make-up on! ahahahaha... i think this is a bond.. =D my best friend and my jimui.. =D *LOVE LOVE LOVE*

Something Gush me to write this post

I am glad that I have two bestie... one best friend and one best ji mui.. =) nothing and no one can replace them in my heart.. cause my previous entry..which i have deleted by now... only been discovered by both of them.. =D ahaha... so efficient..meaning to say.. they pay more attention to me than anyone out there... i dont know whether there are still someone out there whom discovered about my deleted post.. if yea you did... i do appreciate it.. =)

I dont understand why there are people that will like somehow, make so much noises and complaints for what you have posted. It's none of your business, if my blog is bothering you so much..just buck off... do not visit again.. cause all i want is to voice out something that i wont voice out in my life... blog is a space which is like a shout out of mine.. so..please... thank you very much.. i dont need you here...

Have you guys tried before.. i dont know what kind of feeling does it calls... Sour? yea.. it's sour.. when you are sharing something with a close one..sincerely.. and he or she is the only person that you shared with, end up bitching something that is RIDICULOUS..? pfft... and i was like..WTH? WTF? you gotta be Farking kidding with me.. it's driving my nerves indeed! think of your own self before you bitch something so ridiculous... and i dont mean any particular person here... cause i know there are A LOT of human beings out there did this too..

Funny aye? no..it's not funny... this is the world... and there are SO MANY kinds of people in the world...

I swear to you, I WILL be success in my future...just wait and see...

Have you ever been betrayed before? yes? no? but yes.. I have... but I am not sad about it, I have to thank those who has betrayed on me, cause they have given me strength to go on with my life and I have grown up from there.. I knew who are my TRUE friends.. and yes.. I don't need like 999999999 friends...which have fake hearts... and here.. I have to thank my best friend.. VIANNEY CHUA YING SHY.. for pulling me up from the worst... =D also... my best sis-not-sharing-the-same-blood.. JOEY CHIA CHING CHEEN.. for bringing us so much memories..

Bad days always happen in ones' life.. cause that is not a fact that happy days happen EVERYDAY.. what happen when the day treat you bad? for me.. I am glad that I have found someone, whom I can rely on.. being so protective.. so caring.. understanding and so loving... When I know there are storms and rains.. There is always a shelter for me..to give me warmth and strength.. I love you for being mine.. and thank you for loving me and protect me from any harms no matter where it comes from.. I just feel so safe to be by your side..and I am so sorry for couldn't help you much now... my baby wee...

ants crawling all over me..

i love the phrase
'If someone make you cry, Cry a River, Build a Bridge and Get over It'

this phrase not only for lovers, but also..friends and family, or perhaps, someone whom bullied you.. dont be afraid, be strong, stand up on your own.. you can survive..and be happy

received an email from the hotel, and they told me that i will start my work at the first week of December, but i wish to start earlier as I don't have anything to do.. and of course, money is another issue.. everything is about money.. why not? food, billings, traveling fees.. pity baby has to lend me a lot of money these 2 months.. i really wish i can return the money to him as soon as possible.. and i really wish i can finally have my own money... then i dont have to worry that i have used too much cause they are mine.

I hate the feeling that when i know there is a problem, and i really wish that i could have solved it, but i cant.. not now... not immediately..

There was once I thought that my parents are the best whom knew me for who I am.. but in their heart, I am just their daughter whom used all the money that they have given to me, and I only know how to waste money. Yes I know I have been using so much from the past, but then again, I am not the daughter I used to be.

I hate this feeling inside of me now.. It's undescribale, unexplainable.. Crying inside of me...

Feelings

I gotta feeling.. that tonight's gonna be a good night..that tonight's gonna be a good night...that tonight's gonna be a good good night

(it's only the lyric of the song from Black Eyed Peas)

Hmm... just some update... Went for my second interview... I think it went on well too... But everything has to wait till Monday.. I wish that I could start it as soon as possible... So darn broke... sigh..and I need to complete this placement in order for me to graduate.. =(

Planning to get a car with baby... =) so that he can do his delivery and i can drive to work... transportation isnt an issue anymore =) can do whatever shift i like... will go to pick our car tomorrow.. =) yay yay yay! -our first car-

Last night was Joey's 21st birthday celebration at Bar Tonic...Set the theme... everyone should wear white... but not everyone whom are invited to the party wear white... i dont know why the still bother to go... as this is a party of someone... nonsense excuses? cannot be accepted... and the arrangement wasnt really good though... sigh.. but luckily she still enjoy the party =) she has finally learnt how to enjoy the night..ehehe..good for her.. and yes! as i said.. i dont care what other ppl think of me... what are those gossips ... whatever shits.. as long as i didnt do anything wrong and i just want to enjoy my night...why let 'what other ppl think' and the gossips spoil my mood of the night? =)

Friends... i wonder why there are people who has like few hundreds 'friends' in the friendlist of...friendster... facebook or whatsoever... do they really know all of them? what does friend means to them? after they have added them... do they really contact with each other..? asking each other how are they... how's their lives... who are they... introducing each other? no... they didnt... but why still bother to accept so many friend requests? i really dont understand.. is this because of.. accepting all the pretty girls into the list make you feel good? or having lots of guy friends in the list shows that you are popular? i really have no idea... why does people always do this... when he or she see someone pretty or handsome..just add him or her...and view the profiles and pictures.. is this all they want? what's the point? just to view handsomes and prettys pictures? that's all? Just a question to ask yourself... try you look at your friendlist in your friendster or facebook... how many of them do you actually know..? do you actually talk to?

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The weather nowadays very gloomy... i started to look for sunshine..lol.. the sky started to turn dark at around 4 pm and sunsets at 4.30... if the day is windy or cloudy..i cant even see the sun.. =( i love the sun and appreciate the sun in uk..ahahahaa... how bout malaysia? no no no... will never ever love the sun... at least it is a cloudy day with the sun...else...the sun is killing me! aircond is everything i need.. ahahahahahah =) autumn will be gone and winter is coming soon... people here started to shop for christmas... presents and decorations.. =) i always love the christmas and new year in uk...cause they are very happy about it.. listening to the people around me talking about christmas everywhere... Went to The Bridges few days ago... and yes..they have already decorated for christmas... feel so nice and warm... a big christmas tree is located in front of the entrance... but it is still naked... =) i bet they will decorate it soon... cant wait to see snow...cause this winter i will be with baby =) feel so sweet~ =D

it's 1549hrs right now... but i have already switched on the light in the room.. =( electricity is running out so soon in the autumn/winter... bill bill bill.. everything also need money.. oh gosh... i wish i could have a job right now... at least i wont have lots to think.... work work and work...

my target of the year...

1. to buy a car ..(which me and baby will get it soon..)

2. earn my own living expense

3. earn my own a return ticket for Chinese New Year

4. earn my own rental for next year starting from January cause the contract for the house i am living now will be expired on December..

5. Buy my own a Burberry handbag
6. earn myself extra money for travelling purpose.. =) yay yay yay!

7. everything on my own..except for my tuitionfee..ahaha..dont think i can afford it..

abradacabra...

A very happy weekend.. =D

After the 2 days 2 nights trip to Alton Tower, Bicester Village, and Bullring.. here comes the Halloween.. =) a very special Halloween.. first Halloween celebration, and I am not alone.. I celebated it with my long-time-no-see babes.. =D who are they? =D they are... Papaya, Terrance, Mayxim, Feli and Janet.. I am so glad that they came all the way from Manchester to Sunderland.. had so much fun..! and i cant wait for the next time we meet... here's the summary of our trip.. =)

30.10.2009

I woke up by an sms.. at 8.46am.. from papaya and janet.. telling me that they have missed their bus due to some circumstances.. so they have to take the 12pm bus from Manchester to Sunderland... they arrived here at around 5pm.. I was in the Bridges to buy my heels while waiting for their arrival.. I went to the interchange to look for them but i cant see them.. so i called and papaya told me that they are in the metro station..which i thought it's the Sunderland's station which is nearby Park Lane..ahaha... I manage to find them in a short while =D ehehe.. Brought them to The Bridges for toilet break and then we walked to the Asiana Restaurant which we will be having our dinner.. when we arrived at the Echo Building..it's still early...like...5.40pm? and the dinner is at 6pm... so we took some pictures outside the restaurant which we can view the nightniew of the river.. =D at around 6pm..we went into the restaurant.. and there.. we have our super luxury dinner... there are 14 of us altogether.. =) ahaha... let me share with you what we had for dinner.. we have... aubergine, chicken, prawns, duck, lobster, beef, choi sam, etc etc =D we then head home at around 8pm with a cab then took our shower...got ready to the Liquid.. =D had so much fun during the make-up session... and thanks to Janet whom make-up for me.. baby and the boys went to the club first and we then left the house at around 11.40pm.. arrived at Liquid and we (Terrance, Papaya, Mayxim and Me) started off with Tequila shot.. hate that the songs werent so on that night... so techno.. i wish it's RnB .. and the night ends with Lady Marmalade .. thought to take some pictures before we leave the club but the bouncers chase us away..ahaha.. police officers were outside to help us organise the cab to go home.. not only us..i mean..all of the people whom want to take cab home.. After we arrived at home, took some pictures before removing our make up..we all had korean mee for supper.. ahaha..and off to bed..

31.10.2009

alarm alerted at 10.15am and I walked downstairs to look for the girls... knock knock knock..mayxim open the door for me.. and i saw that they are still in bed.. ahaha... too tired... then i decided to be the first to take the shower... boy,that was a long shower... the water is so warm... after my shower.. again, i went to wake the girls up.. =) then dried up my hair and make up.. something unhappy happened before we left the house... shed some tears.. thanks baby for the hug and comfort..*love him so much*.. after that...we then head to the metro station.. bought our ticket to Newcastle.. when we arrived, the first thing we did was to look for food..we're starving.. =D we went to Jasmine Cafe but it was so full, so we decided to go to egg tart first.. =D after our lunch... we head to Tynemouth, and sunset was at 4.30pm =D moon was out and we took lots of pictures at the beach =D ehehhe.. we left the beach and head back to Newcastle for our dinner and singing session... was at Dragon-I but the service was really poor... so we decided to leave the place and to the Golden Phoenix.. didnt sing too much but then i drank so much .. in the end... i was so blur..ahaha.. boy... we thought to go home by taxi but then there are no taxi for us.. we decided to wait till morning to take metro home...

01.11.2009

we arrived at Stadium of Light at 8.10am..it's raining!!!! gosh... we ran home.. =D a great memory to remember though =D was very cold... dried my hair and the head to sleep.. woke up at 12pm and took my shower.. then sent feli they all to the Park Lane interchange... after we get off from the metro, i found out that my purse wasnt with me..boy... freak me out.. =( money is not the main thing..the main thing is all my cards..like my student ID... bank card...IC..driving license... all very important.. but luckily i found it..ehehe... while waiting for the bus... we went to greggs to get something to eat.. i bought a sausage roll..which is ..very hard... and i bought baby a char grilled chicken bun.. =) after we bid farewell with each other... i walked home.. feel so lonely without their laughs around.. i started to miss them so much! -till the next time we meet babes- love you guys so much...

received a call at around 4 something.. papaya called and told me he left his dorm's key at my house...and then i found out that, he left his thumbdrive and earphones at my house too..! ehehe... to my surprise.. the handphone straps which attached to his thumbdrive were the birthday present i gave him before i left Malaysia.. =D glad he's still using it.. =D eheheh *muah*

something to emphasize... felt so sweet and im being loved during these few days with baby too =D his pampers, cares and love... they made me feel so good... and Im so glad that i have him by my side.. =) *love you so much baby wee*

all in all... had a very very very wonderful weekend.. and yeah...Thanks to papaya whom brought me the korean noodle! ehehe yay yay! =D