Feelings

I gotta feeling.. that tonight's gonna be a good night..that tonight's gonna be a good night...that tonight's gonna be a good good night

(it's only the lyric of the song from Black Eyed Peas)

Hmm... just some update... Went for my second interview... I think it went on well too... But everything has to wait till Monday.. I wish that I could start it as soon as possible... So darn broke... sigh..and I need to complete this placement in order for me to graduate.. =(

Planning to get a car with baby... =) so that he can do his delivery and i can drive to work... transportation isnt an issue anymore =) can do whatever shift i like... will go to pick our car tomorrow.. =) yay yay yay! -our first car-

Last night was Joey's 21st birthday celebration at Bar Tonic...Set the theme... everyone should wear white... but not everyone whom are invited to the party wear white... i dont know why the still bother to go... as this is a party of someone... nonsense excuses? cannot be accepted... and the arrangement wasnt really good though... sigh.. but luckily she still enjoy the party =) she has finally learnt how to enjoy the night..ehehe..good for her.. and yes! as i said.. i dont care what other ppl think of me... what are those gossips ... whatever shits.. as long as i didnt do anything wrong and i just want to enjoy my night...why let 'what other ppl think' and the gossips spoil my mood of the night? =)

Friends... i wonder why there are people who has like few hundreds 'friends' in the friendlist of...friendster... facebook or whatsoever... do they really know all of them? what does friend means to them? after they have added them... do they really contact with each other..? asking each other how are they... how's their lives... who are they... introducing each other? no... they didnt... but why still bother to accept so many friend requests? i really dont understand.. is this because of.. accepting all the pretty girls into the list make you feel good? or having lots of guy friends in the list shows that you are popular? i really have no idea... why does people always do this... when he or she see someone pretty or handsome..just add him or her...and view the profiles and pictures.. is this all they want? what's the point? just to view handsomes and prettys pictures? that's all? Just a question to ask yourself... try you look at your friendlist in your friendster or facebook... how many of them do you actually know..? do you actually talk to?

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The weather nowadays very gloomy... i started to look for sunshine..lol.. the sky started to turn dark at around 4 pm and sunsets at 4.30... if the day is windy or cloudy..i cant even see the sun.. =( i love the sun and appreciate the sun in uk..ahahahaa... how bout malaysia? no no no... will never ever love the sun... at least it is a cloudy day with the sun...else...the sun is killing me! aircond is everything i need.. ahahahahahah =) autumn will be gone and winter is coming soon... people here started to shop for christmas... presents and decorations.. =) i always love the christmas and new year in uk...cause they are very happy about it.. listening to the people around me talking about christmas everywhere... Went to The Bridges few days ago... and yes..they have already decorated for christmas... feel so nice and warm... a big christmas tree is located in front of the entrance... but it is still naked... =) i bet they will decorate it soon... cant wait to see snow...cause this winter i will be with baby =) feel so sweet~ =D

it's 1549hrs right now... but i have already switched on the light in the room.. =( electricity is running out so soon in the autumn/winter... bill bill bill.. everything also need money.. oh gosh... i wish i could have a job right now... at least i wont have lots to think.... work work and work...

my target of the year...

1. to buy a car ..(which me and baby will get it soon..)

2. earn my own living expense

3. earn my own a return ticket for Chinese New Year

4. earn my own rental for next year starting from January cause the contract for the house i am living now will be expired on December..

5. Buy my own a Burberry handbag
6. earn myself extra money for travelling purpose.. =) yay yay yay!

7. everything on my own..except for my tuitionfee..ahaha..dont think i can afford it..

abradacabra...